hey guys... for the first time i regretted coming to exeter a couple of days ago... i found out that a couple of days ago one of my best friends from last year's dad died... he was a hunter and accidently killed himself... i wish i was there instead of here.. to help her.. to just be THERE for her... but i m not.. and i m here. i didnt even get to go to the wake or the funeral.. and now i m trying to write a letter to her.. but i have nothing to say.. no comforting words or kind advice... and all i feel for her is sorry.. what should i tell her?  i just feel so bad.. and helpless that i cant do anything to help her...

anyways... i justed wanted some advice from some ppl that i cud trust.. :) thanks...

hyan....

-THIS IS JONATHAN-

ey WADDUP PEOPLE!@! remember me? jonathAn (not jonathOn)?

i couldnt get in touch with ANY of you except christine for the past 2 whole months! the thing was, i did NOT know ANYTHING about this epgy03terraS2 xanga. somebody didnt tell me about it. im not in yahoo groups thing either, cuz my invitation to join the damn thing got expired. can u believe that? =P i demand for a re-invitation!

its too bad i dont to AIM. cmon do MSN, people! and my CORRECT email address btw is jsp5687@hotmail.com, so sending holiday greetings or some sort to me would be the next nicest thing to helping me marry BoA. ha ha ha

yea its true that i miss ALL OF YOU GUYS :( but at the same time, i was also greatly saddened when i realized that everybody just wanted to FORGET my very EXISTENCE by not even noticing my absence in both this xanga and yahoo groups. someone could have kindly sent me a pity email saying "we dont want to talk to you ever again; so piss off", then i wouldve at least known that i was kicked out of the "CIRCLE OF FRIENDSHIP" the whole time i was wondering why there was no email from anybody; i simply assumed everyone was too busy. but noooooooooooooo~ things just had to be this way. FINE.

h a h a h a   im just playing people. i really want allayou to knoe that i miss you all sincerely and hope to hear from most of you soon =)

I am back at skool in England..

Itz not raining today.. surprise surprise!!

Itz good seeing everyone again, but

I wanna be home..

Anyway, I miss u guys.. keep in touch

-Graciepoo-

hey guys.. this is prob the last time i post in here for a while.. >.< next week, i m packing and shopping day in and day out.. so i wanted to thank you guys for perhaps one of the best summers that i have had in the US.. ^^ i love u guys.

Hyan ^^

p.s. this is the last day of premium... >.< i was using the account for searching blogrings (somehow its only for premium accounts) and then thought to write in here since none of u guys do.. hehe.